" I died inside, I'm a shell outside, a ghost in my eyes "
Nothing feels right, everything seems so wrong .. Decisions have been made, but i'm still having 2nd thoughts, no wait, scratch that, 100th thoughts. This nagging thought has been in my head since day 1 up till today, and i've been here for over a month. I know that i still have a chance to make things right, to make my regrets go away, but how can i do that without being concern about my parents' feelings? I love them too much to make them be dissapointed again. I could at least try right?I need to leave.I need to just somehow run away.I'm not worthy.I've done irreversible things.I need guidance.I just need someone who knows me. Who does anymore? Even I don't.It's a good thing i have you , baby. Or else, i don't know what i'll become. You're the only thing that keeps me sane.
♥ 9:16 PM