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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims and also non-muslims.
Sorry if i ever offended you guys in any way.

Sigh, can't believe it's raya already. Seems like as if the first day of puasa was just yesterday, and now its the first day of raya. How time goes by so quickly. So, my day started off just fine. Woke up at 9 and helped mom in the kitchen with her rendang. Papa and muqriz went to buy some lemang. What i like the most about Raya is the smell of the air in the morning when everybody else in the neighbourhood is busy cooking rendang, lemang, and all those sorts of raya food. At noon, we headed to my Grandpa's house at Damansara. . You know, the other best part of Raya (apart from getting duit raya) is the great feasting! yeahhhh..finally, after a month of starvation ! well , almost a month for me ;p
At about 4, we went to the cemetary to visit both of my grandmothers' graves. For some reason, i don't like going to cemetaries. I know its not a nice to thing to say like that but I just find it to be rather sinister. What happened was, i was at the age of 12 when i accidentally stepped on a grave which i personally dont tink it was my fault because there wasn't any tombstones or rocks around it. And right after that, i had demam panas for 4 days. That haunting experience left a profound effect on me since then.

Later, we went straight to my cousins' house. & yeah, we camwhored a lot today.
So, thats it for my first day of raya. tomorrow, i'm heading to johor to see my great-grandmother and some other relatives to which i dont remember all of their names.

I wonder how your day has been over there....

♥ 6:35 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Boy, i had one hell of a night. So, supposedly i'd go for sembahyang terawih at school tonight ,it was my intention to do so , yes. Unfortunately, right after breaking fast there, i heard a voice saying "WEI, jom aa gi NZ". Somehow, i had a hinch that i was gonna be dragged along. I was like "weii... takkan la skang? nak gerak skang ke?", but the only reply i get was "cepat la diorang dah pegi dah". I hesitated for a minute or so, but obviously they wouldn't take 'NO' for an answer.
Hanif insisted Liyana and I to go there by his car.. only to find out, he was going to race with Addlan's car. I was wearing my seat belt throughout the entire ride. Not to mention, screaming my lungs out. Hanif tu memang tak boleh drive laju lagiiiii... bawak anak org lak tu, ANAK POLIS . I was talking about liyana of course ;p Oh ya, jumpa Ehsan too. FINALLY, after almost a month tak jumpa. It's been the longest since he came back from PLKN.

When we arrived, first thing i saw was smoke coming out of Dewi's mouth. Yeah dah agak dah. mesti shisha. Liyana was eager to try some. And boy, suddenly the 3 of em went ballistic! We were all laughing like a pack of hyenas. Gelak tak ingat dunia. After an hour, we went for a ride around wangsa maju in Hanif's car. OMG, i found myself surrounded by a bunch of lunatics. Dewi and Lina was shouting "ACHA KAPPAAAAAAA" (whatever that is) whenever they set their eyes on a passer-by. So kids, jangan lah shisha. It does things to ya. Especially if you'r already a blundering wacko. haha
for a very long time, i've never had such crazy night. for once, SPM wasn't in my mind. hell yeah. feels good to let it all out. Too bad i didn't bring my camera though.
Bila la aku nak taubat ni ye?

♥ 10:22 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

1. Picture 032, 2. "What? Sushi? What is it?", 3. genting 030, 4. purple bangle, 5. David Archuleta, 6. Liquid Happiness, 7. Paris, l'amour..., 8. Valrhona cocoa brownies, 9. First Visit with the Dentist, 10. Who needs DRUGS when there's MUSIC, 11. Baa, Baa Black Sheep, 12. Aleysha Maisara

Answer each of the questions below. Surf over to Flickr and type your answers into the search bar. From the choice of pictures shown only on the front page, click on the one that moves you. Once the page with your picture opens, copy the URL. Surf over to the Mosaic Maker, set up your mosaic, and paste your URLs. Click Create. Voila!

The Questions

What is your first name?
Maisara.

What is your favorite food?
I have always love food. In fact, i LIVE to eat. I like to try different varieties of food every week. So, it's not really easy for me to pick a favourite. But since it's been weeks since i've had sushi. I'm definitely craving for sushi right now.

What high school did you attend?
SMK Seksyen 5 Wangsa Maju

What is your favorite color?
All shades of purple

Who is your celebrity crush?
The oh-so-almost-perfect David Archuleta :D

What is your favorite drink?
Refreshing Mocha Frap

Where would you go on your dream vacation?
Paris, combination of fashion, food and romance

What is your favorite dessert?
I don't recall of having any favourite dessert, but i'll just go with Brownies.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Ugh, here we go again. I'll just make it short and simple. It's either an engineer or an orthodontist. but I think I'm more to Dental.

What do you love most in life?
Music, yes. Cause everything in my world revolves around music

What is the one word that describes you?
Different. Sometimes, i feel like i'm the black sheep in the family. but that's how i like it to be. different from others.

What is your Flickr name?
Maisara Mustaffa. but i only have a flicker just because it's easier for me to show the pictures to my friends in flicker than in MSN.

♥ 11:39 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

6 subjects down, 4 more to go. so far, trials was ok EXCEPT for my addmaths paper. I was having a real hard time on paper 2. whatever, SCREW ADDMATHS. So lastweek, mom received an invitation to BEBE's Fashion Show at Pavillion for thier new season collection. Since, i haven't been to a fashion show before , mom wanted to bring me and my sister along. Bebe has been a long standing brand that many have always admired - both for its whimsical style and for its price. and yeah, memang expensive. Personally, something about bebe's style is different from the other brands. The "bebe look" carries a signature hint of style, whimsy and sensuality.. the styles that i often find myself drawn to.

Here are some of the photos i've taken.

the runway

one of the models

laki ke perempuan wei?

i like her the best

okay , so i didnt take much photos. too busy watching the fashion show. haha. i dont have to elaborate more about the fashion show. enough is said by the photos. ;)

♥ 1:41 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

okay, first of all, how am i supposed to finish the school leavers in time when you guys wont even lend a hand??? damn, sume nk harapkan i dgn liyana je. like hello, i've got my own problems to deal with lah, at least tolong la skit, bagi idea pun jadi la. but yang ni, make things go the other way round. i even spared half of my study time on this. sheesshhh....

♥ 1:03 AM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

I might be writing this out of depression, the kind of depression that drops you into a never ending black hole. You want to get help, but you can't. when you do, you wish you didn't. It has taken over me, it consumes me. My parents have high expectations towards me on my studies. I can't afford to disappoint them this time. And so, this feeling eventually leads to stress. NOW, i have never been so stressed . Trials is just around the corner, and not to mention,i've been working my ass off on my class' School Leavers. I sometimes get so caught up in issues and i tend to do more than i can. Then, i remembered reading an inspirational poem a few days ago. An inspirational poem to bring stress relief by reminding us because of what we don't have, because of our mistakes, and because of difficult times, we do have a lot to be thankful for. It made me realize that because of my limitations, they give me opportunities for improvement.
So from this day onwards, I'll find a way to be thankful for the difficult times and the troubles i've been through, and maybe they can become my blessings. Who knows, maybe those sacrifices will pay off later on. It's just a matter of time..

♥ 10:53 PM