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Mysara, 17, a complicated teenager.

strike out.

There's more to me than meets the eye, and i don't need you to be the judge of that.

hearts talking.

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Sunday, March 22, 2009


Me with ze cousins, oh and a cousin's boyfriend


N. E. R. D

My sumo match with Zackry . HAHAHA

oh yeah, i lost pretty badly

How was it? Well, to my surprise, i actually did enjoy myself there.
Despite the dissapointing artist line-up, they really managed to pull it off.
My favourite of all was Nidji's of course :)
Yeah my first time of going to Sunburst was fantastical, and most probably won't be my last

11:27 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

HAPPY. is the state which i am in right now. I guess i was being ungrateful these past few days. By saying what i did, it's like i'm not acknowledging the people who actually love and care for me. I can't say i'm sorry, that was honestly how i felt at that time. But for what is worth, i'd like to talk about the things which i am happy about right now

I am happy I have you guys. You guys - the ones who allowed yourselves be pulled by me when i was so desperately trying to grab a whole of something ; anything.

I am happy with how my hair is right now , longer & manageable. Now i can start having my vain moments again xD

I am happy to know i have yet another chance to make things better in the future. hopefully.

I am happy that Ehsan's being the ol ' Ehsan again. The Ehsan who calls me everyday even if he 's busy with college stuffs and all, saying "Hehe . I Love you laaa. Comel sgt" and really sound like he meant it . Not the 'hot n cold' Ehsan, the one who treats me so nice at one point, and at the next moment, he's acting like a total a**. so yeah, i wish that he'd stay being like this for always :)

Oh i am also happy that i'll be going to Sunburst with my cousins. But i'm not really into the whole idea of jumping, screaming & shouting along with abundance of pretentious people.

Money can't buy you happiness, but it does bring you a more pleasant form of misery

1:08 AM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I know many are idealists, but I’m a realist. Sometimes it is just better to say, “Enough,” and just walk away. Life is too short to either be constantly quitting or unnecessarily pursuing or finishing something…unless the quest is worth the perseverance. Because i believe that when one door closes, two more doors open. I'm not gonna say that i didn't give out my best shot, cause i did. Yes, i was dissapointed in myself, like REALLY dissapointed. Do you know what it feels to have the people you love to be dissapointed in you? It makes you feel like you'd do anything just to make it up to them. The question is , "How?", "When?". I just blew out my chance and who knows, maybe i will never get a second chance . But there really wasn't anything that i can do about it. Maybe i deserve this, or perhaps it is bad karma that has come to get me ; dah tak ada rezeki. Things aren't always as they appear. Sometimes what seems to be the end is really just a new beginning. Like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. Anyway, I think you've got my point.

I find that the most ironic thing is that when i got home, i ended up watching 'The Pursuit of Happiness' that was showing on HBO. heh.

p/s : yang nak tanya tu, tanya .

Just because i'm losing, doesn't mean i've lost.

12:35 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Our last care - free moments


BBQ at Dewi's


Outing : KLCC & Pavilion

Say " Straight A's " :P (they actually said that by the way)

Singing our lungs out

Gee & her boyfriend joined us too ;D

I guess that's about it. Yes, TOMORROW'S THE DAY.
the moment we've all been waiting for...
All is left for Allah to decide, we can only hope for the best.

11:40 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

So this week i had my driving lessons for 3 days straight ; Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday. It was so-so, quite repetitive though. Of course, already getting the hang of it. The engine only went dead for twice or thrice, which was much less than my first time. I still get a little freaked out whenever i'm driving on the big roads ; apparently, i'm not ready for the real test yet. So, my driving instructor figured that i should have another extra lesson. HAHA. Sounds pathetic kan? ;p My excitement of wanting to drive during those days is suddenly becoming to be a fear. I thought to myself that i might as well not bother about getting a license , maybe i'll just get it in another 2 years or so, at least when i am confident enough to drive. Subliminally, I have made an executive decision that I am going to get over my fear of driving. I don't want to end up being like those people who expects everyone else to be their driver just because they're afraid of driving. I ain't gonna let this fear hold me back in life. Once I finally buckled down and forced myself to do it, eventually it became easier.

Friday ----------- * Futsal (finally!)

Finally, after long - lasting months, we had another one of those futsal togetherness. For some reason, it didn't turn out to be like the ol' days . Usually, we're the ones who end up being the loudest in the sports center, but we weren't this time. I was hoping that it would be like the good old times, but i guess some things can't be brought back huh. Nevertheless, it was descent enough. We had fun .

It used to be a bigger family.

Foosball at Q - ball

Ladies & Gentlemen, it has been comfirmed ! Doomsday is on the 12th of March.
Gahhh, just the thought of it makes me shudder !

Let us all keep our fingers crossed, and start sembahyang balik bagi sesiapa yang tak bertaubat lagi! LOL

11:00 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

March is here ... ! How time flies so fast when you're having fun , only in my case, it wasn't fun at all. February was a month filled with nothing but drama, for me at least. Anyway, i just had my first driving lesson on last Thursday. I was already all hyped - up.. I was really looking forward for it. When i first got into the Kancil car which i was supposed to drive, my driving instructor was already in the driver's seat. I smiled at him, he tried to smile back as convincingly as he could, but i'm afraid it wasn't convincing enough. Whatever, i ain't gonna let an old man ruin my mood for this. But things didn't go the way as i had hoped for. The engine car went dead a lot of times, i lost count of it. Ugh, i guess driving a manual car was a lot harder than i had expected. Good thing that it was in the evening, only a few people were there ; less humiliating. "I can do this!", i lied to myself feebly, the truth is, i wanted the 2 hours to pass by quickly. I totally sucked ! It was only my first lesson and already i've lost the will to drive. HAHA. Well, there's always first time for everything.
So my next lesson will be on the next three days straight, which starts tomorrow. Oh, let it be better than the last time please.

11:59 PM