Yes, i'm leaving at midnight. Together with the other cousins. I'm very excited, and yet , sad ..
Sad to not be able to see him more often after this. I knoww, that some may say "it's not like you guys won't be seeing each other again", but it's just different. He'd be busy with college stuffs while i'll be sitting home doing nothing and be waiting for his call or msgs miserably.
I've been thinking a lot about US lately. What will become of us after these few months? Will we still be closer or further apart? I'm being taken over by the fear. If i was still in school, it'd be a whole lot different story. School would definitely help me keep myself busy and not think about him too much. But alas, saya bukan lagi budak sekolah, remember?
So in case you'r reading this Ehsan, which i think you do constantly keep checking my blog updates eventhough you don't wanna admit it, (how strange guys are eh?) , I just want you to know that i'll be waiting.. waiting for your call.. waiting for your return home. And if you ever menggatal dekat sana, you know that i'll find out about it sooner or later. You're the only one i ever sincerely fell hard for. I just had to post this, strangely, I don't like telling you this straightly in person or in SMS.
Aku pun ada ego kan.
I don’t know how were meant to feel anymore
I'll be back on the 29th. Merry Christmas!
♥ 2:06 PM
Why must these things suddenly be brought back? Why?
Kepada sesiapa yang nak mengatakan prom tak best, please lah, diam dah lah
Have a heart will you? Kesian kat orang yang bersusah payah organize prom ni like Qayyum , Fifi, Fendy and Syimir. Bukan senang taw nak organize an event like this. Kusut kepala diorang .
I'm sorry it didn't turn out to be the prom like you people wanted it to be, but nak prom macam mana lagi? Memang semua prom macam tu..
If you have your own ideal kind of prom , apa kata you organize sendiri?
Don't be such a wet blanket to try to ruin other people's night because you have your own issues
I'd like to see any of you try to make a better prom
Anyway, i gave him the Arsenal jersey i bought for him for his bday . Without a moment of hesitation, dia terus pakai. It was a perfect fit :) We went to NZ and dia, dengan bangganya, pakai lagi jersey tu. haha. Semangat gila. He said he looked like the footballer Fabregas.
well, i think otherwise sayang :p
gambar tak best :/
♥ 12:42 AM
Miraculously , Papa got a phone call from Pak Cak telling us that our flight for tonight got cancelled to Monday night instead. And i'll be going along with my other cousins. HAHA. We all have packed our stuffs for the whole day since morning, and i didn't even feel a slightest dissapointment at all. I was happyyyy. Happy that i still have time with him. Mom was furious of course, but who cares?
I know i don't! :DSEE? Miracles do happen!
♥ 9:00 PM
yes, it was a huge success . despite that i 've lost my mood
when i first arrived at the hotel due to the row i had with qayyum, the night was a memorable night :)
There were quite a number of people which i didn't expect that. Couldn't really figure out whether the number of outsiders were more than the number of schoolmates. I didn't care, i was just too busy enjoying the night. I didn't really eat much, with my incredibly ketat dress, you can't blame me. For the first few hours, it was quite boring. I was hoping that something interesting would happen soon. That's when it's time for the dancing. Almost everyone , especially the boys, were on the dancefloor. As you might guess, my girls were the first to make a fool out of themselves. the atmosphere wasn't like in a ballroom anymore, it was like being in a club. Yes, i danced, danced, danced, and danced
even when my heels were killing me.
i'd definitely say it was THE NIGHT OF ALL NIGHTS :)
To the commitees who have made all of these to be possible, you guys did a great job. :)
Malas nak type lagi. I'm bushed. For more pictures, check out my myspace .
♥ 3:12 AM
NEW Prom Flyers, made by yours truly :D
What really prompted me to do so is because of the old flyers that i really didn't like
I decided to make a new one and just give it a shot.
to my surprise, they liked it.
But they were annoyed that i didn't to this in the first place
so things wouldn't be so complicated before. HAHA
I really didn't know i had that in me :)
MARI MARI! Don't miss the night of all nights!
Performances by COUPLE, Dj Fliko, Mercy Mercy & more
♥ 1:39 PM