<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/plusone.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d2645047139733377152\x26blogName\x3dLife+is+a+sum+of+all+choices\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttp://mysaramustaffa.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://mysaramustaffa.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-4269577868345038458', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Mysara's ♥
i'm your soul.

Your photo here.

Mysara, 17, a complicated teenager.

strike out.

There's more to me than meets the eye, and i don't need you to be the judge of that.

hearts talking.



alternative exits.

Acoi
Aini Yazurin
Aisyah Pahmi
Allya Syafiqah
Ashee
Dewi
Divya
Farah Rosni
Intan Ezzety
Jeremy
Maryam
Mee
Mei
Micha
Muqriz;brother
Myra;sister
Raihunt
Sarah Ibrahim
Shamim
Shari Elis
Syahirah Afiqah
Tiara Goodier
Tina Aisha


my days, not yours.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009

thank you.

Layout: Kary-yan/Missyan.
Hosts: x o x

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Cinta Pertama SUNNY ♥




Sunny… Sunny…
jantungku berdebar tiap ku ingat padamu
sunny… suny…
mengapa ada yg kurang saat kau tak ada
sunny… sunny…
melihatmu, menyentuhmu, itu yg ku mau

*
kau tak sempat tanyakan aku
cintakah aku padamu


tiap kali aku berlutut, aku berdoa
suatu saat kau bisa cinta padaku
tiap kali aku memanggil di dalam hati
mana sunny, mana sunny ku, mana sunny ku

sunny…. sunny…
apa kabarmu, kabarku baik2 saja
sunny… sunny…
begitu banyak cerita, tak habis tentangmu
sunny… sunny…
salamku untukmu dari hati yg terdalam


12:59 AM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

My life’s been a whirlwind of emotions lately. Both good and bad. It's possible that the blazing hot weather is largely at fault, can’t walk anywhere not going nuts. I'm running out of time, I need to get my act up all together, for i am leaving this city soon, to Melaka. I have to spend the majority of my last moment in KL off from home surrounded by good company ; family, close friends, not-so-close friends, boyfriend. I wouldn't want to ask for anything better than that.


So one of the things in my wish list has been granted, which was going to a theme park amid with beloved girlfriends. Despite the extreme case of exhaustion, we had fun, LOADS of fun.
Next stop would be to Tasik Titiwangsa :D



Papa bought a new car , yes, it is another Kia car (I don't know why my parents have this some kind of an IN-thing for Kia cars)



The New Kia Sportage! A beauty , ain't she? But , alas, this beauty isn't mine for the taking, (or the driving), guess i'm stuck with the old sportage car. Ah who cares, as long as i have something with wheels and engines, i am definitely up for it. I feel that my driving is still lacking from confidence , but i'm getting there, oh yeah, just gimme a week :)






9:43 PM


Sunday, April 19, 2009




:) :/ :(


1:49 AM


Thursday, April 16, 2009


He's just not that into you




So, yesterday, i went to watch this movie with Mom (I don't know why she has been really interested in watching wayang these days) This ain't really like one of those romantic comedies which were all written with one goal in mind : "And they lived happily ever after". Watching this movie, made me realize one thing -- Love is irrational. The more you love someone, the less sense anything made. And just when you thought that love is complicated enough , oh no, it CAN get more complicated that that.

Having said that , the movie should be better. It's surprisingly flat. I mean, contrary to what this movie wants you to believe ; i don't believe that we're pathetically prone to making the same romantic mistakes over and over again, not all of us atleast. Mom says it was okay lah, probably because her favourite Ben Affleck was in it .



4:01 PM


Thursday, April 9, 2009

For the record, i do hate a lot of stuffs. And for some unknown reason, this week, i 've never felt so much hatred in me.


  • I hate having this feeling like i'm losing everyone.

  • I hate trying to please everybody, because in the end, they won't ever be satisfied after all.


  • I hate to know that i can never be freed from this gravity, even if i try, it'll only be a feeble attempt.

  • I hate that no matter what i said or do, something will always bring me back to you.

  • I hate the fact that you can hold me without touch, even keep me without chains.

  • I hate having this feeling of wanting everything , and yet, nothing at the same time.

  • And what i hate the most is the fact that i 'm missing this once in a lifetime chance of seeing David Archuleta perform in ze flash , here , in Malaysia !! DAMN IT!


Life is unjust , people. or as we like to say it, Life's a B*tch.


But, In spite of everything, there is actually one reason why this week totally kick's last week's ass...

I FREAKIN PASSED MY JPJ TEST !

despite the extreme case of nerves, i actually did it. who would've thought eh? Even i'm surprised with myself. And the thing is, i was wearing my 'Little Miss Lucky' T-Shirt. HAHA. I guess it kinda did bring luck to me :P I can finally possess the authorization to drive in the form of a plastic card. Can’t wait to test the open road. :D


9:28 PM


Thursday, April 2, 2009

Final Fantasy Fever


March's GONE. April's HERE. TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. Even when each tick of the second hand aches. It passes unevenly, but pass it does -- even for me. Losing track of time was the most i asked from life. Thanks to my current addiction - Final Fantasy X. Oh yeahh, i've got the Final Fantasy Fever... again.



Personally, I think FFX is the best game I've played, with a superior plot, you could connect with the characters and relate, and it ended up tearing your heart out and not giving it back, not in the way of a shitty game but in a way where it reaches out and touches your soul and you almost feel you had lost someone, I was a mess when I first beat this game, I think what defines a great game ending is how it impacts you. Final Fantasy X is totally the best game ever, HANDS DOWN!



Yuna : Will you stay with me... till the end?
Tidus : Not till the end .......... Always.



Now there's a man who knows how to treat a girl. I'm falling in love with Tidus all over again. Too bad he's just a fictional game character.
Sigh* Life is so unfair .



You're just a make-belief.



8:51 PM