My life’s been a whirlwind of emotions lately. Both good and bad. It's possible that the blazing hot weather is largely at fault, can’t walk anywhere not going nuts. I'm running out of time, I need to get my act up all together, for i am leaving this city soon, to Melaka. I have to spend the majority of my last moment in KL off from home surrounded by good company ; family, close friends, not-so-close friends, boyfriend. I wouldn't want to ask for anything better than that.
So one of the things in my wish list has been granted, which was going to a theme park amid with beloved girlfriends. Despite the extreme case of exhaustion, we had fun, LOADS of fun.
Next stop would be to Tasik Titiwangsa :D
Papa bought a new car , yes, it is another Kia car (I don't know why my parents have this some kind of an IN-thing for Kia cars)
The New Kia Sportage! A beauty , ain't she? But , alas, this beauty isn't mine for the taking, (or the driving), guess i'm stuck with the old sportage car. Ah who cares, as long as i have something with wheels and engines, i am definitely up for it. I feel that my driving is still lacking from confidence , but i'm getting there, oh yeah, just gimme a week :)
♥ 9:43 PM
For the record, i do hate a lot of stuffs. And for some unknown reason, this week, i 've never felt so much hatred in me.
- I hate having this feeling like i'm losing everyone.
- I hate trying to please everybody, because in the end, they won't ever be satisfied after all.
- I hate to know that i can never be freed from this gravity, even if i try, it'll only be a feeble attempt.
- I hate that no matter what i said or do, something will always bring me back to you.
- I hate the fact that you can hold me without touch, even keep me without chains.
- I hate having this feeling of wanting everything , and yet, nothing at the same time.
- And what i hate the most is the fact that i 'm missing this once in a lifetime chance of seeing David Archuleta perform in ze flash , here , in Malaysia !! DAMN IT!
Life is unjust , people. or as we like to say it, Life's a B*tch.
But, In spite of everything, there is actually one reason why this week totally kick's last week's ass...
I FREAKIN PASSED MY JPJ TEST !
despite the extreme case of nerves, i actually did it. who would've thought eh? Even i'm surprised with myself. And the thing is, i was wearing my 'Little Miss Lucky' T-Shirt. HAHA. I guess it kinda did bring luck to me :P I can finally possess the authorization to drive in the form of a plastic card. Can’t wait to test the open road. :D
♥ 9:28 PM
Final Fantasy FeverMarch's GONE. April's HERE. TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. Even when each tick of the second hand aches. It passes unevenly, but pass it does -- even for me. Losing track of time was the most i asked from life.
Thanks to my current addiction - Final Fantasy X. Oh yeahh, i've got the Final Fantasy Fever... again.
Personally, I think FFX is the best game I've played, with a superior plot, you could connect with the characters and relate, and it ended up tearing your heart out and not giving it back, not in the way of a shitty game but in a way where it reaches out and touches your soul and you almost feel you had lost someone, I was a mess when I first beat this game, I think what defines a great game ending is how it impacts you. Final Fantasy X is totally the best game ever, HANDS DOWN!
Yuna : Will you stay with me... till the end?
Tidus : Not till the end .......... Always.
Now there's a man who knows how to treat a girl. I'm falling in love with Tidus all over again. Too bad he's just a fictional game character.
Sigh* Life is so unfair .
You're just a make-belief.
♥ 8:51 PM