I am not as strong as people give me credit for. I always let my emotions get the best of me. I've been through a lot that should have finished me in the last few days. Alhamdulillah, i'm still standing, but it didn't make me feel strong. Instead, i feel horribly fragile ; like one word could shatter me. After all, how many ways can one heart be mangled and still be expected to keep beating?
I wish i could be more like him, but i'm not. I don't keep my emotions to myself like he does. People can easily read me, and likewise, i can read people, but somehow, i find it hard to read him. I'd give anything to know what's on his mind, to know what he's feeling, to understand him.
♥ 5:16 PM