2 AWESOME YEARS<33

A YEAR AGO : 31st May 2008

"31st May 2007 is the date to be remembered for me. as of today, my one year of anniversary with him, i figured that i should make a blog about us, about how it started. i mean, why shouldnt i right? after all , this is the kind of relationship i have been longing for. a serious and long relationship. so supposedly, it means somthing right?

it began in the year 2004, i was in form 1 and he was in form 2. i had an itsy bitsy crush on him.. okay fine. maybe a HUGE crush. we had some talking on the phone atleast twice a week. we would laugh a lot throughout the whole conversation. i thought dat he felt the same way for me, but then one day, he did something that crushed my heart into pieces and made me really upset. so i decided not to talk to him anymore. and so, it ended. the year later, he transferred to SRI INAI school.

later in 2006, it was in june, i received a text msg from a guy claiming dat he is ehsan hani. i was surprised that he has got my new number while i dont even have his. n i dont remember giving out my number to any of his friends. for a few months, we msged eachother quite a lot . he was the one to started it first of coz
he was kinda being desperate and all, calling me sweet names and stuffs. but too bad for him i wasnt interested with him like i used to back then. i started to ignore his msgs at times.jual mahal la kannn. LOL. it made him upset so in december, he finally gave up. haaaaaaaaa tu lahhhh.... KARMA KARMA! ;p


it was the first day of school in 2007, i noticed a familiar face. the face which i had been eyeing on when i was 13. yeah it was him. it got me wondering why he didnt tell me he was going to transfer back into this school. oh yaaaaaaa i forgot. he was still mad at me for didnt layan him sangat last time okay la i have to admit, i kinda regret for not doing so becoz i realized he was quite good looking jgak lahhhh (takyah nk bangga lebih aite syg). i got home n instantly grab my phone n msg him telling him that i saw him at school . he only replied with a realy short sentence. okay so that's when i got a hinch that he was still mad at me in just a few weeks, we bumped to eachother quite a lota times but didnt even look at eachother's face. well of coz i did look at him a lot when i had the chance to without him noticing it i just couldnt stand us not talking to eachother as if we were strangers. so i decided to msg him again one day. to my surprise, he replied back with a smiley . you dont need to be a genius to guess how my reaction was that time right. haha. and so, we constantly kept on smsing everyday. but somehow, it 's so hard for us to say HI at school. so our everyday routine of msging eachother eventually leads to calling eachother sweet names and stuffs.he gave me a nickname of "Sandy" which is the name of the squirrel in Spongebob Squarepants (dont ask why) .he would even call me using his dad's phone. n talk about everything. 3hours of talking on the phone feels like it has only been 3minutes. biase lah. dah love struck kann. well as they say, we were like "scandal" for quite awhile. somehow, we knew how we felt for eachother without even confessing. duh it is prettyyy obvious isnt it? i remembered he volunteered to walk me home in March. when we finally arrived near my house, i told him to get back home before my mom sees him. he told me to come closer to him, when i did, he suddenly pinched my cheecks and ran off. i was smiling the whole time after that

so as the days past, i realized our feelings for eachother just couldnt be denied anymore .we are in LOVE <3 we would always hangout at the kedai mamak MAJU with his friends. we begin to act like as if we were a real couple, although we werent that time . how i wish to ask him why he didnt ask me to be his gf though, but i just dont want to ruin what he have. so i just kept quiet. then finally,on 31st MAY , he called me asking me to be his gf. finally! it took you that long huh?!

the things that always seem to make me so drawn to him is..

1. the way he teases me like a little child
2. the way he doesnt really show that he loves me but when he does, it really
shows and made me feel so touched :)
3. how he would tell his friends about me and didnt want me to know about it but
i eventually will find out about it
4. how he would sing to me when we talk on the phone
5. how he doesnt want me to know how easily jealous he could get sometimes ;p
6. the tone of his voice whenever he answers my call
7. of course, he would always crack me up with his stupid jokes
8. whenever i get one of those mood swings, he would cheer me up

of course we do have our ups and downs at times. i mean.. whoever said that being in a relationship is easy? it takes real commitment to keep the relationship in smooth sailing up to a year. not to mention, patience.. and believe me! being with ehsan here , you most probably need a LOT OF PATIENCE. haha

he is LOUD,annoying, impossible.. i had never imagined myself being in a relationship with someone who is just the total opposite of my kind of ideal guy..haha not exactly the kind of Mr Right which i had in mind. but as weird as it is, i really do think that we really are perfect for each other. how ironic isnt it? to tell you the truth, i tend to get easily bored being in a relationship..but this guy here, always has something up his sleeves to keep me entertained. .and i thank Allah to have found him"