I know many are idealists, but I’m a realist. Sometimes it is just better to say, “Enough,” and just walk away. Life is too short to either be constantly quitting or unnecessarily pursuing or finishing something…unless the quest is worth the perseverance. Because i believe that when one door closes, two more doors open. I'm not gonna say that i didn't give out my best shot, cause i did. Yes, i was dissapointed in myself, like REALLY dissapointed. Do you know what it feels to have the people you love to be dissapointed in you? It makes you feel like you'd do anything just to make it up to them. The question is , "How?", "When?". I just blew out my chance and who knows, maybe i will never get a second chance . But there really wasn't anything that i can do about it. Maybe i deserve this, or perhaps it is bad karma that has come to get me ; dah tak ada rezeki. Things aren't always as they appear. Sometimes what seems to be the end is really just a new beginning. Like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. Anyway, I think you've got my point.



I find that the most ironic thing is that when i got home, i ended up watching 'The Pursuit of Happiness' that was showing on HBO. heh.

p/s : yang nak tanya tu, tanya .

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