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Mysara's ♥
i'm your soul.

Your photo here.

Mysara, 17, a complicated teenager.

strike out.

There's more to me than meets the eye, and i don't need you to be the judge of that.

hearts talking.



alternative exits.

Acoi
Aini Yazurin
Aisyah Pahmi
Allya Syafiqah
Ashee
Dewi
Divya
Farah Rosni
Intan Ezzety
Jeremy
Maryam
Mee
Mei
Micha
Muqriz;brother
Myra;sister
Raihunt
Sarah Ibrahim
Shamim
Shari Elis
Syahirah Afiqah
Tiara Goodier
Tina Aisha


my days, not yours.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009

thank you.

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I woke up feeling a sharp pain on my upper lips . ahh yes, another ulcer. what are the odds eh? (not like i'm not used to it)
abundance of mosquito bites all over my arms started to test my patience. i take it as a sign to show that i was gonna have another bad day. I wondered why i even got out of bed at all..
That 's it. there goes my mood for the rest of my day
What saddens me more is my trial results. Left me feeling more unsatisfied.. Serves me right for being overly confident and not taking it seriously. Karma 's is such a bitch.
I felt like i was a complete and utter failure. like i'm just bound to fail in this life.
They all imply that i might not last the day.
So i got home with frustration, swallowing me whole again. Grabbed my sister's iPod, listened to some songs that might help make this feeling go away. But no, it didn't. it still lingers inside me.
The next thing i knew, tears come streaming down my cheeks. i tried to hold them back, but didn't work.. And so, i let it all out.

Minutes passed, and that's when my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID, an unknown number is calling. I hesitated and answered with uncertainty...a very familiar voice replied my "hello".
I know that voice.. that sweet voice is heavenly devine. Felt like everything around me suddenly becomes clear. And even if my house falls down, i wouldn't have a clue. because you're with me now. with just a smile from your inviting lips, brushes all my blues away. I wanna thank you for that. For being the best part of my day, Ehsan.

So, maybe falling in love isn't such a bad thing after all. sure there'll be bumps and bruises not to mention painful heartaches along the way.. but you'd be surprise just how little things are capable of doing.

I'm sorry, but i can't help it. I'm an elite idealist of love. A hopeless romantic :)



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