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Sunday, October 26, 2008

Surprisingly, i cried today. yes, i cried on my birthday. the day which technically should be the day when all worries are put aside and filled with happiness just on that one particular day. I have been crying a lot these recent times, i know :/ The only explanation i can offer is that i was dissapointed. Dissapointed that it didn't turn out to be the close-to-perfect day as i had hoped for. and from that, i learned. I learned that in life, you can't be too excited or get your hopes high about something, because, when that something turns out wrong, even by the slightest flaw, you'll end up being profoundly emotional.

but when i think about my day in a more optimistic way, it was okay lah.

Family, Mama & Papa, thank you for trying to make this be my special day, eventhough it was only a partial success. They've been giving me bday wishes countless times today. and no more too many birthday kisses next year please.

Friends.. for the wonderful wishes. Mei, thank you for your post about me , for my bday :)

And last but not least, Ehsan. Thank you for coming all the way to pavillion to celebrate this with me, eventhough we've only spent about 2hours together. I really didn't expect that you'd give me a present on this very day, but i tahu u beli last minute ;p He bought me a Guess purse btw. The funny part is when he said "Kalau kitorg break, i NAK balik purse tu!" haha but i know you dont mean that sayang ;p You had always have a funny way of brighting up my day. I dunno what my day would've been without you<3

but that's over now. back to SPM madness! ahhhhhhhhh SCREW SPM!

♥ 11:33 PM